On July 2nd 2005 our dreams were shattered and our baby boy was born asleep at just 22 weeks. For me my world ended,the grief consumed my every breath,thought and desire to go on. But he was perfect and so beautiful. I turned that pain into fight to again mother a child,which after 2 more miscarriages I did. And I am now blessed to have mothered 4 more. I have decided to go 'bald' as I'm so passionate about grieving families having as many memories as they can. Cooling mats to spend more time with their baby and much more. I look endlessly through my sons memory box and my healing process would have been much tougher without these. I am proud to say I now work at my local hospital The James Paget in Gorleston on the maternity unit and I face my fear of child loss more than I ever imagined. This is where I would like any money I raise to go to. We are soon to be opening a bereavement suite offering privacy and loving care to families going through such a traumatic time. My best friend Jodie is joining me as she also had a son gain wings at 22 weeks. We're both donating to separate angel baby charity's but please show your support and make baby loss different x